XXX

Monday, October 6, 2008

productivity.

i duno.
but i do know.
that lolcats.com.
amuses me for hours on end.

my fingernails claw into your shoulders.

if you know someone,
someone close to you,
and you put together all the pieces;
all the laughter and the tears and the silences,
all the deep telling moments of their life then,
well then you can inhabit them and feel part of them.
but if you've known someone with a soul dark, so terrifying,
and you've crawled into every foul corner they think they've hidden from you and you've inhabited them...
how do you...
how do you come back?
can you return to how you used to be?

Sunday, October 5, 2008

dancing with wolves.

there are a hundred ways to kneel and kiss the ground.
remind me of my place.
if i cry, give me a reason.
show me no mercy.
force me to my knees and use me as you will.
he only hurts me because he loves the way i scream his name.

Saturday, October 4, 2008

december.

"i am taking you back to an October night in 2005.
in the distance that I was traveling and looking for auroras,
the cafe peanut butter bread was not bad at all.
waiting there in the cold night,
in my loneliness,
i started singing a james taylor song.

you gotta wake up men, the northern lights are just amazing.

i started to take a picture,
i didn't have any more time for a james taylor song.

the red, blue, purple, and orange were unusually rich and vivid.
i was stunned.
they were more active and brilliant than I have ever seen.
it was a purely magical and spiritual moment,
i felt that I had witnessed the creator's work so closely.

the lights danced for me,
and the curtains shimmered like a rainbow for two hours,
until they quietly dimmed and slipped behind the stage,
bowing their goodbyes, how humbled, yet honored I was at this special night.

if you have never seen the aurora borealis,
i so hope you will be lucky enough to see them for yourself."

Tuesday, September 30, 2008

rise or die.

Sunday, September 28, 2008

laugh before you grin.

you used to feel the pulse,
not just the end result.
there's so little time,
but all good soldiers crawl on their bellies.



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Thursday, September 18, 2008

heartless.

hah.
haha.
hah.
i tricked you once again.
'cause you are nothing.
 

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