today was a good day.
i didn't think about it.
not once. until i saw the photo.
i miss when it wasn't so hard just to be near you.
i miss it all.
i'm fading inside these four walls.
i cannot control anything but me. but even that is hard to do when i can barely breathe.
why did you go? i should not have to be writing this.
i should not need to ask these questions.
you should be here.
