Sunday, November 30, 2008

one thing.

lay your head on my pillow,
here you can be yourself.
no one has to know what you are feeling,
no one but me and you.
i won't tell your secrets,
they are safe with me,
just think of me as the pages in your diary.

Saturday, November 29, 2008

wanted for so long.

now that i had finished,
the beauty of the dream vanished,
and breathless horror and disgust filled my heart.

Friday, November 28, 2008

oh you.

something about.
why you.
you've captured my attention, but you're here at the wrong time.
where are you?
you're repeating through my mind.
don't run away.
where are you?
take me.
i just want to talk to you.
all the time.

Thursday, November 27, 2008

hollow vessels.

Sunday, November 23, 2008

the smile that kills.

"you're not allowed to cry anymore, it's cheating.
you could make me jump off a cliff if you wanted to,
just by pouting your lips and crying and saying,
sniff sniff,
can you jump off that cliff for me please?

now i understand how you got whatever you wanted when you were a kid."


stella best-chef vaughan.


Saturday, November 22, 2008


i'll take you for everything you never really had.
i lost my beat in a sea of shapes and sounds,
and I lost my mind in the color of your eyes.
bury me?
bury you!

Friday, November 21, 2008


Thursday, November 20, 2008

36-38 ATP.

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

ah fresh.

not being able to switch off sucks.
you can't just kick back and unwind because something is always on your mind.
is something always on everyones mind?
or are some people just totally blank?
can they just zone out and block everything from themselves?
maybe they don't exist.
maybe we were made to have active minds.
when i'm lying in bed in the early hours of the morning after thinking and thinking, theorising, solving all the problems of the world, fighting unseen battles, predicting and planning, (it's quite a never-ending circle really) i wonder if there's someone else, who right now, is thinking and doing the exact same thing as me, maybe even thinking that there is someone out there doing what they're doing.
i find solace in covincing myself there is someone who is laying awake at night... with me.


the rains are 'ere.

Monday, November 17, 2008

done and done.

Sunday, November 16, 2008



Saturday, November 15, 2008

apartment balcony.

i've been sleeping with this silence in my mind,
and all i see scares me.

i've been on my own here for so fucking long,
that i can't stand being around anyone.

Friday, November 14, 2008

my good deed for the day.

Thursday, November 13, 2008


Wednesday, November 12, 2008

best combo.

Monday, November 10, 2008

check it out.

Saturday, November 8, 2008

new lens!

sigma fisheye 10mm.

Friday, November 7, 2008

stay on me.

i stole your soul.
you said i'd never be able to.
haha the whole world is still on my string.
it started quite young,
i learned how to stay quiet.
so i've been sleeping with this silence in my mind
and no one knows it but he saved me.

i guess i love to spend all my time up in my own brain,
because i can't believe the words coming up out of your face.

Modified by Vin