Monday, December 29, 2008

if i wanted to cuddle i'd buy a teddy bear.

everytime you call for some sympathy,
make it worth my while,
and cry your eyes out, baby, cry your eyes out.
the more i look i see an enemy,
you'll never put your arms around this memory.

Sunday, December 28, 2008


Saturday, December 27, 2008


there are no more barriers to cross. all i have in common with the uncontrollable and the insane, the vicious and the evil, all the mayhem i have caused and my utter indifference toward it, i have now surpassed. my pain is constant and sharp and i do not hope for a better world for anyone, in fact i want my pain to be inflicted on others. i want no one to escape, but even after admitting this there is no catharsis, my punishment continues to elude me and i gain no deeper knowledge of myself; no new knowledge can be extracted from my telling. this confession has meant nothing.

Friday, December 26, 2008

mr winter.

Thursday, December 25, 2008

happy exmess.

the young girl leaned against a concrete pillar, her body language emanating a sense of sadness. she was a matchstick girl; her dark locks only highlighted her waif-like thinness. eyes are the windows to the soul, and hers were a deep, unsmiling black, and to me seemed filled with a deep sadness. she walked away through the IDP camp to play with an old can, a stone and an old black plastic bag in the dirt. she played, but didn't seem to be enjoying herself; it seemed to be a way of passing time.

Tuesday, December 23, 2008

santa stole my boyfriend.

Tuesday, December 16, 2008

stay cold.

i can't stop spending money!
buying myself this for christmas.

going to melbourne this weekend.
definitely going to spend the rest on friends and family.
going to spend it on myself.
at american apparel.
and maybe stella.

bought this shirt the other day.
it's taking so long to come.

Monday, December 15, 2008

heartache to heartache.

Sunday, December 14, 2008


Saturday, December 6, 2008

kissing tigers.

so many movies i cannot wait to see.

especially watchmen, the comics were my best friend when i was younger.
if you're bored or whatever, check out these trailers.

Wednesday, December 3, 2008


Tuesday, December 2, 2008

nowhere to go.

no one to turn to.


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