Monday, August 31, 2009


Friday, August 28, 2009

Tuesday, August 25, 2009


Sunday, August 23, 2009

'i love you' always came with a knife in the back.

i told you so many times. over and over again. i was no good for you and you were no good for me. and together we were great for each other. i'm better than you, i always was, at least that's what it looked like from the outside. "you're an absolute train wreck, i'm composed and graceful." i remember that's what you said, i laughed and laughed and laughed then stood up, walked out and left you. i left you there. it's okay though. i know i took you with me because every time i see you now you are an empty, hollow shell, with dead eyes and an emotionless acknowledgment, a deaf voice. i won. i got you. i took the best part of you with me. so when i'm feeling down over what happened, and i feel as if i'm just about to asphyxiate with thoughts of you, the edges of my mouth turn upwards, my heart beats a little faster and i feel my eyes warming and i know i have that shiny, kind of black glint, to the green irises that you made weep for so long. i know it's back, i know it's back inside of me, and i never thought i would be so happy to have it inhabit my insides but i'd rather it than you.

Sunday, August 9, 2009

restless minds.

Saturday, August 1, 2009


you find comfort with my distance,
but you never let me stray out of your view.

Modified by Vin