anchor.

i know that i've been dancing around the truth.
i know this feeling. i've felt it. i've felt it so many times.
ill. sick.
at times i'm a little bit agitated.
i won't try that again.

soulless

Adjective

1. lacking human qualities; mechanical: soulless materialism

2. (of a person) lacking in sensitivity or emotion

i just want someone to sing to sleep.