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i caught the first flight home to put you in the ground,
i haven't come to terms with the news, i just found out.
today it is raining outside,
to match this empty feeling that i'm left with tonight.

you will be missed.
you were always here to get me through times like this.
i know if you were here you'd be laughing at me,
you would say you're not as alone as you think.

here at your funeral everyone is dressed in black,
as if the colors would attack.
i watch everyone in the room start to cry,
i've never fought tears like this before tonight.

you've always made it look so easy,
you know I struggle through it all.
you've always made it look so easy,
now it's harder than it's ever been before.

it's a year today,
the first anniversary.
i hope you're listening,
i can't find the words to say.

you will be missed.

i know if you were here you'd be laughing at me,
you would say you're not as alone as you think.